Hatred and Love

Hatred is a very dreadful thing in this world. There is only one person in this world that I really hate alot. She's AM. 2009 is the 5th year that I'm hating her. Since Secondary 2, she started backstabbing me again and again. She also spreads rumors that are not true. I don't know how she thinks ... but maybe, she thinks that I'm snatching away her friends ? I don't know. What I know is that, I still her her to the core, till NOW !!!
My friends learnt not to mention her name infront of me as it will make my blood boil. Sometimes she will still tag my blog, email me greetings ... Recently, she sms me a CNY greetin which I quickly deleted it away. Didn't she know that I still hate her ?

Love is a very amazing thing. Love as in friendship is somethin that I treasured a lot. This is the 8th year I have know HX. We known each other since we were in Primary 6. In these years, eventhough we quarrel at times, we'll patch back soon after. As we won't be angry with each other for long. Quek is also someone I have known for a long time. 6 years. She is closer to me than compared with HX. She is also the one who understands me. she's a very patient person with one VERY unique talent, laughing. She could laugh about something that is not very funny for the whole day. There was a period of time when she dislike AM too. Know what AM do ? She tried to sow discord between me and Quek. Lucky, Me and Quek talk about everything. If not, we'll end up quarrelling.

It is not easy for me to hate someone. But when I hate someone, I make sure I hate him/her to the core. AM is the 1st person I hated in my entire life. I wonder, who will be the next ?
It is not easy to find a friend like Quek. Very few would know that I am not as cheerful and happy as I look. Actually, I'm a very depressed person who always thinks of the worst. Oftenly, I hide my true self to make myself look cheerful and probably Happy-Go-Lucky. Maybe this is just self-defence.

Message to AM : All the worst to you, I'll hate you forever !
Message to HX & Quek : All the best to both of you, Friends forever !
Message to PSP Girls : All the best wishes to all 4 of you, I truely appreciate.